Not Sitting. Not Running. Standing!

A few weeks into the year, here are some of the thoughts stirring in regards to my word for 2013- STAND.

As I prayed, imploring what does it mean to stand, a whisper came: It is not sitting. It is not running.

Well that is helpful, was my first response. But as I thought more about it, realized how much it does help to define something by knowing what it is not.

Immediately our journey to parenthood came to mind. I’ll explore this more over the next months. But my first inkling was:

In our struggle to become parents, in our losses through miscarriages, to sit would sound like this: “I never really wanted to be a mom.” or “I should have known better than to hope for this.”

In both of those statements there is a sense of giving up. Of denying what my heart most wanted.

And in the same scenario, to run would sound like this: “I am going to make this happen, I deserve to be a mom.” and “I will research and gain all information and knowledge and not rest until it is accomplished.”

In those statements there is a sense of entitlement. Of running on my own strength and abilities.

So in moments similar to this in life, what would it mean to Stand?

The verse I was drawn to:

“You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you.” 2 Chronicles 20:17

While I’ve read this verse several times in the past, something different jumped out. God has told them “you will not have to fight”. But then proceeds to say “take up your positions.”

Isn’t it interesting He told them to get ready, to get in place, after he had just said they won’t have to fight?

I suppose He could have said “go on home, I’ve got this one covered.” He did have it covered, but yet they still have a part to play. To stand firm.

Not to sit– complacent while the battle is fought. Not to run– to storm ahead and win the battle on their own strength.

Take up your positions and stand firm.

So this, my friends, is where I find myself. Fifteen days into the new year. Inquiring of God:

What are the areas of my life where I am sitting and you are calling me to Stand?

And where are the areas of my life where I am running and you are calling me to Stand?

My heart cries out, come on 2013, I am standing and ready for you.  Ready with an active dependence on Him.

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