Fall looks back over his shoulder at Summer who has faded.Recognizing his time, his purpose has arrived. He lets the sun set on Summer’s glory, her brightness, her freedom.
September plays with us. She says, you can still pretend I’m summer.ย I’ll let you hold on to images of being carefree. I’ll still give you warm days and dinners outside. Slowly transitioning from late nights to school friendly bedtimes. Gentle reminders.
Ahh, but not October. With his orange and gold, he announces Fall is here. Routines in place. We are back in the flow. With new beginnings. Goals for our year. Come embrace me.
With a new kindergartner, fall marks new beginnings more acutely than in many many years. Through his eyes, I feel the excitement that change brings. Through his eyes, I see the worry that change brings. Letting go, just a bit, of his hours in this house. Tip toeing into a room of circle time and soon to be friends.
On his first day he is all smiles, enthusiasm pouring. On his second day he responds to my questions with “It was OK”. On the third day he says “I have to go AGAIN?”
Oh Father, how often am I like that? When a new season makes it’s way into my life, I may resist it. I may initially accept it. But when it continues I say, “OK, that’s enough of that. Let’ go back to sunny skies.”
September let’s us say, “I have to do this again?” A month of preparing, letting go, learning newness.
October arrives and says, “do you now see the sweetness of my season?”
After getting over the hump of transition, the kindergartner now races to the bus. “Mom, we can’t be late!” Having forgotten this is new, he is fully living in what is now routine.
Father enlightened the eyes of my heart that I may see the beauty of every season you place me in. My eyes drift out the window. Pumpkins. Mums. Leaves. Every time I see reminders of October, may they convince my soul of Your purpose, Your plan, Your presence in this season. Your intimate involvement as you move new seasons into my life.
I choose to be here. Firmly planted in October. Not wistfully looking back. Not longing for what’s next. Firmly planted right here.
A seed in Your palm. Let your work begin.
Where do you notice God at work in this fall season?
When our son started kindergarten, we came up with a goal for his new year. To learn respect and kindness. Do you have goals for new beginnings? New routines to establish?
What might God be inviting you to in the current season of your life?
Day One in 31 Days of Noticing Fall
{Thank you to Cindy Ford for the above picture. Take a look at her amazing photos here }
Linking with Soli Deo Gloria, Playdates at the Wellspring
Gosh … I sense I’m entering the ‘kindergarten’ of the fall season in life! Like a child I challenge the change to a new routine – using love and kindness for myself. … So I shall plunge into it and change my routine and attitude ‘so I won’t be late!’ Thank you for this timeless message that speaks to us on many levels.
Diane- I love the connection between changing so that we won’t be late. Hadn’t thought that as I was writing! Thank you for stopping by!
Wow. I just loved your blog. It made me just take a deep breath and feel the precious presence of our Lord. Loved what you wrote about deeply planting in october. I love love fall. I was just talking with a client of mine about the season of fall.. and although it does involve the dying of leaves.. there are such beautiful colors such a crispness, such a newness. I am praying for God in this season to continually show me what needs to die as He is doing NEW things and to just capture the beauty of the colorful works He is doing. Blessings on you
Jenn Hand
Jenn
It makes me smile to know the blog was a place to take a deep breath and feel His presence. Thanks for your encouragement and for stopping here to read!
Thanks Melanie!
I recognize the “do I have to do this again” question!! I will work on embracing the sweetness of this season ๐
Beth- I’m often in those “do i have to do this again” places! Holding on to the purpose and sweetness found somewhere in it.
I identify with your view of this season, will join you in the change it brings, and thank you for giving me eyes to see the beauty of it all that I am often blind to.
Thanks sweetie! I’m glad we get to go through all kinds of seasons together!
(this post is from my husband, although my picture is showing there ๐
So enjoying your blog, Melanie! I have been hanging on every word, since you are speaking to my heart as I have been dreading the lack of daylight and long shadows! Tks bunches, Billie
Thanks Billie! Yes, the shorter days is a tough change. Glad the words have been encouraging. Thanks for commenting ๐
Beautiful post, Melanie- such a great perspective!
Thank you Becky! And thanks again for starting the ministry wives group ๐
Oh, just lovely, Melanie! I love your 31 days theme. Noticing fall…a beautiful way to honor God. I’m so glad you linked up with Playdates with God this week!
Thank you Laura! And when I saw your comment, I thought “oh no, I somehow missed adding the link to The Wellspring to my post” I have it there now ๐
I’m glad you stopped by!